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when someone signs a letter with, "i absolutely love you" ....how could you ever think they were wrong
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[26 Oct 2008|11:43pm] |
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thinking invalidates what you're feeling.
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[27 Aug 2008|11:52pm] |
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"i made up my mind. the world is made up of two kind of girls, the simple girl and the katie girl. im the katie girl. WHERE are our drinks?" //sex and the city
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[25 Aug 2008|11:16pm] |
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I'm in a place where complaining doesn't really justify anything. I am apathetic and everyone is sick of it anyway. I'm looking for things in my past to compensate for my present. It is only resulting in the same effect as it had in the past and i'm setting myself up to be disappointed in the same fashion, that really..isn't all that disappointing, and perhaps that is the reason why. I am displeased with people who act opposite of me these days, i am looking for something similar to myself even if there is no common interests. A tight bond would be something i could appreciate for the first time in my life, i think. I am surrounded by surroundings, and that is exactly that. Nothing in particular makes me want to sway. I stand the same way i always have, the hunch back of notre dame..and centrally focused. Pretty bent out of shape. I'm not as influenced by those in my life as one may think. "Being long distance is exactly what it is. not being together. but being apart." That is the route i have chosen for several go arounds, and it does what i need it to. But as of this point on, i'm disinterested in that aspect.
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[19 Aug 2008|04:36am] |
make it to Florida just in time for a hurricane
no beautiful beach like i expected
2 rolls of film down, 7 more to go
this rain is really "bumming the FUCK out of me"
chaos is about to take place
any moment
http://katiehickman.blogspot.com
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[16 Aug 2008|11:02am] |
it will no longer work out
because i no longer want it to
i've always had you wrapped around my finger
nice people do not always finish last
i'm straight ahead of you.
my dog howls at the moon and in the day
traffic does not stop for your fat ass
and neither do i.
i can predict the future,
i know you'll always want me
thank god i'm alive
but this next time i have enough spit in my mouth
to fill both of your eyes.
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[08 Aug 2008|02:18am] |
when you want my hand in yours
it's always dangerous
but i know your needs
a/s/l is a factor
let me tell you
but mind over matter
meat over matter
slut versus human
oozing eye ball versus clarity
sabotage does not equal success
i hurt
but
you will always hurt more than i
no matter what you say
my name is being called
in different octaves
stop whimpering
i know
you can see it from a mile away
don't try to stop making me care
you just want me to let you down
the truth is
i always get what i want
but next week
i will walk different stories
and hear different paths
old footage will remind me of things that
i never saw
you and everyone will be removed from
my memory and all you will get is a postcard
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[20 Jul 2008|12:55am] |
suh suh suh suffurin
am i no
the healing power is dividing me from my body and it is taking its good old time my mind is not full of worries or full of sounds, i love from a distance i walk and i answer but you say i have a one track mind and he says i only think of myself well no one will make decisions except for i, and that is why i am where i am today although i may be watching and waiting when it cums it will be history and you will regret the way you feel because some people just know, and you are not one of them
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[16 Jul 2008|10:17pm] |
"what the fuck"
" you say that a lot"
I know and i mean it
I MEAN IT
I MEAN IT
sometimes you just gotta take chill pills
but
sometimes they make you think about
things you don't need to
and wonder who you are
i didn't cry
but i threw up for the first time
life is demanding
ARE YOU UNNNDERSTAAANDING
?
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[13 Jul 2008|10:51am] |
if you smile more, it makes you happier.
I can almost read your mind.
black and blue until the brand new grows
it's healing
i feel it in my bones the drums are taking over
it is the aura of the spirit that has permeated into my skin
and now you will never find me a unless it is within
the bottomless pit of recreation
hit it one more time because that one time is every time
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[09 Jul 2008|08:43pm] |
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it's not like you love me
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[30 Jun 2008|01:36am] |
even though it's silly, i never feel ashamed posting words of the great or those that inspire me, so here goes:
"Oh nothing's going to change my love for you
I wanna spend my life with you
So we make love on the grass under the moon
No one call tell, damned if I do
Forever journey on golden avenues
I drift in your eyes since I love you
I got that beat in my veins for only rule
Love is to share, mine is for you"
someone had to sing it and mean it
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[26 Jun 2008|02:51pm] |
to quote red about depeche mode:
"anything from violator on is shit....
like a girl who wears too much makeup"
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[26 Jun 2008|03:06am] |
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i should sleep....soon.
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[30 May 2008|01:06am] |
i hate trying when people don't want anything
i understand why you say nothing
even if you do not want it
but we are so young and you can take it so far
if you only want it
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[04 May 2008|02:01pm] |
Yes, It's me again
and I'm Back
CREEP
Oh I oh I oh I yeah
CREEP
Oh I oh I oh I yeah
CREEP
Oh I oh I oh I yeah
CREEP
oh i oh oh i
The 22nd of loneliness and we've
Been through so many things
I love my man with all honesty
But I know he's cheatin' on me
I look him in his eyes but all he
Tells me is lies to keep me near
I'll never leave him down though
I might mess around it's only
'Cause I need some affection oh
Chorus:
So I creep yeah i
Just keep it on the down low
Said nobody is supposed to know
So I creep yeah
'Cause he doesn't know what I do
And no attention
Goes to show oh so I creep
The 23rd of lonliness
And we don't talk
Like we use to do
Now it seems pretty
Strange but I'm not
Buggin' 'cause I still feel
The same yeah yeah
I'll keep giving loving
Till the day he pushes me away
Never go astray
If he knew the
Things I did he couldn't
Handle it
And I choose 2 keep him
Protected oh
*Chorus*
I think about us baby all the time
But you know that I'm gonna need some attention
Yeah, yeah can you dig it
Love you forever baby soul & mind
And you gotta know it
You don't give it Imma
Get mine
Oh I oh I oh I yeah
Oh I oh I oh I baby
Oh I oh I oh I yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
*Chorus*
I creep around because I need attention
Don't mess around with my affection
Oh I oh I oh I yeah
*Chorus*
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[30 Apr 2008|12:52am] |
music by me
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[20 Apr 2008|10:39pm] |
i wish this was me
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[15 Mar 2008|07:28pm] |
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I need someone to blow my mind.
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[15 Mar 2008|02:06am] |
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My hair will never be blonde again, this black has consumed my natural state. I can hear my neighbors having sex. It reminds me of how every feeling I've ever felt towards anyone is so imaginary. I only like any of you because I think of you a certain way. It's funny how there is such a fine line between pain and pleasure. I convinced myself that my hair wasn't black, but a dark shade of brown. Sex never sounds beautiful, it just sounds like hurt. This thing on my neck hurts, and all the hurt that I feel is so unnecessary. More like a hex than real problems. Although I must admit, much better problems than those involving outsiders. I lost my room key. To my advantage, it keeps me from leaving, just the way I wished it would be. Inside myself without anyone else.
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